nobody ever told me that after high school your life gets worse.
they always said “blah blah blah high school sucks it gets better”
no, I’m 19, i have no FUCKING clue what i’m doing and will do with my life. everything is one giant ass fucking mess and there is absolutely no hope that i am ever going to accomplish anything. i am just one giant mess of a person. the future scares me so much.
i just feel like my life is at a hopeless standstill. i envy the freedom i felt in being dependent on my parents.Creds
there are songs i can’t listen to without literally breaking down and crying because they remind me of a time period when i was so much happier.Creds
I think I am surviving
in all the wrong ways
how crazy that i never thought i was a coward
i guess you don’t realize how brave you are until you are faced with a situation that scares the hell out of you
and I’ve realized, I’m not very brave at all.Creds